GOING THRU IT

Why am I not doing things for me and worrying about everyone else is thinking. I guess it's because I am a people pleaser but I need to do what is best for me and not anyone else. I have a plan of what I wanna do and I plan on doing it and then trying again when I feel like I am in a better place and more ready to do stufff. Not just going with the flow. I am so happy i didnt make a really made decision and now I have time to fix it. But I know when Im going thru it. I can talk to GOD and it will be his will what happens. I could want all day but if its nof for me its not for me. Its GOD that has the master plan.